Oddpaw of RiverClan

Name: Oddpaw
Age: 11 moons
Gender: She cat
Past Names: Oddkit
Clan: RiverClan
Rank: Apprentice

Appearance: Unlike her brother Wolfheart, Oddpaw is very small and scrawny for a RiverClan cat. She has scruffy, mottled fur that just wont seem to lie flat, making her look tufty and messy all the time. She is a tortoiseshell, but her markings are not beautiful and defined like her mother's. Half her face is partially white, while the other half is black, giving her a strange look. She is not an attractive cat, but her pale green eyes are wide and expressive and give her a shy, wonderstruck look.

Personality: Oddpaw is a sweet young thing, but she is very unsure of herself. She knows she's a great hunter, but she is very insecure about her looks. When she sees her reflection in a puddle, the only thing she sees is her scruffy, mottled pelt, her strange face, and her mosaic-like nose. She completely lacks confidence, so sometimes her performance is compromised by unspoken doubts. Behind her self-conscious exterior lies the heart of a warrior. If you look past her strange appearance, Oddpaw is a funny, caring, gentle, peaceful, intelligent young cat, although her pessimism seems to get in the way of that.

She never seems to be able to ignore the looks the males give the pretty females in the Clan, and she resents them for being so beautiful. Her dearest wish is to be beautiful, but she knows she is stuck in that blotchy pelt of hers. Perhaps she will gain more confidence with age, but for now, little Oddpaw can only sit by and watch the males pad after the pretty females.

History: Oddkit was born to a beautiful she cat named Raindance, who had a stunning tortoiseshell pelt and big pale green eyes. Her father died a few weeks after her birth, but her older brother Wolfheart was always there for her, helping to raise her and teach her. Even from a young age, little Oddkit knew she was different. The pitying looks the elders gave her, and the covert, darting glances of the other cats were enough to make her wonder what was wrong with her. One night, Oddkit snuck to the edge of the reed bed and peered down into the river. She knew she wasn't supposed to go anywhere near it, but she just had to know what made her so different. When she looked into the water, all she saw was a tiny scrap of a kit with tufty mottled fur all stuck up everywhere, and ugly markings marring her face. She sat by the waters edge all night, just gazing at her own reflection, unable to take in what she was seeing. Ever since that night, little Oddkit, now Oddpaw, has walked around with her shoulders slumped and her eyes cast down, unable to meet the pitying gazes of her clanmates.

Other: Id love to have someone play her and Wolfheart's mother, Raindance. Shes pretty much open to being created however the person wants, I dont have any guidelines. How would I go about getting someone to play her?